on once a bandwidth costly silence

Lovely, the tinged of anger in this wanting window
a dash of sadness, a kind of loathing in a tide of longing
anxieties in their most pretty dresses
so beautiful it's revolting
this technology, this mapping of brain activities that causes pain and sugar rushes
a sprinkled bourgeoisie-stink gladness
within the fact that I have this privilege to choose over these luxury of feelings
not the limitations in accepting or denying them.
Numbness seems like a cheap way to cope with the inability to bare
the grandeur of calibrated LED spectrum in radiating emotions
the narrowness of 15" screen, of beings, of fear, of binary answers
and most of all the fear of falling in it

But dear, triumph is falling to fly
in anger, desire, fear, loathing or longing unplugged
so bring it on and bring them home
press enter...